Saturday, February 19, 2011

Born this way

I stumbled upon this darling girl on you tube. She is so very talented and not to mention adorable!!! I just love this song and everything that it stands for. Lady Gaga you totally rule...... I love that you are so free and comfortable just being yourself. This is something that I definitely get to work on.

We were all born super stars.

Love you all have a great day!!!

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

I cant believe it......

I did something last week that I was not so sure I was going to make it through. I know this might sound unreal considering I do believe that I have lived through the most horrible thing that can happen in one persons life. The entire time I was doing this thing I did try to remind my self of this. I told myself over and over again.... "your little angel went through so much more... you are acting like a big baby.... get over it....if she could go through the things that she did with such dignity and grace you can surely handle this one little thing."  I tried to be strong and big I really did. But the hole thing just really freaked me out. It shook my very core.

So are you dying to know what it was I did? It is just so dump!!!! I had 3 moles removed. I know I know it is so stupid. But it truly freaked the hell right out of me.

Ok lets start at the beginning. I was nervous because of the pain. I thought it would really hurt. And yes it did. Something about a needle in your right breast just does not feel very good. The 2 in the belly was a little better. I was some what prepared for the pain but what I did not prepare myself for was that they would be gone. I mean gone not there anymore. I mean when I looked in the mirror those ugly things that identified me would be gone.

After the procedure was over and I was driving home I thought about this. And no joke I had to pull over because I was going to pass out. How dumb..... i know i know.....but it is true. It took me the entire night for the weakness in my knees to go away and then it took me 3 more days to remove the bandages and another full day to finally look and the empty spots.

It has been just over a week and I am finally ok with the hole thing. Who would have thought that I am truly messed up in the head that bad. I mean really. Are you kidding me???

Hello All

Well I have recently been inspired to start blogging. For the last 3 months I have been following some amazing blogs and have been given much hope, happiness and inspiration from people I have never met. It is amazing. I hope that I may be able to inspire others the way I have been. Happy blogging!!!

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