Just a little whinning

So I keep thinking that I have had my share of bad cards dealt to me.What more do I have to learn?? I have lost a child- nearly lost another child. And now this!! Craig lost his job. Totally out of the blue. I guess what I have to learn is never get to comfortable. 20 years with the same company means NOTHING when a asshole buys in.
I try to look at the good side..... ok what is the good side? How do you pay the bills on my income alone? Well maybe you dont?
Let me just rant and rave. It is my blog so I do have the right to do that right?? I am SO SICK AND TIRED OF BEING THE STRONG ONE ALL THE TIME!!!!
I am sick of blastering a great BIG smile on my face and pretending like life is sooo freaking wonderful. Well it is not it freaking sucks!!! I would really like to know how people live with them selfs when they treat others so badly. Why some think that they are so much higher.Why some can go to church and sit on the front row on Sunday and on Monday cheat, steal,lie and judge.

Ok I'm done: I will put my tough skin on once again and move forward. I will be a better person, I will treat others with kindness and respect , I will learn how to clip coupons and live on a serious budget!!

Cortney turns 20

Cort turned 20!!! We had a super fun party for her seems how when you turn 20 your life is nearly over. According to her. The theme was "Breakfast at Tiffanys"

We all got dressed up in our little black dresses.

 
 She had smile on her face all night.( was that because she was so happy or did she sneak the drinks she was mixing?)






And even Granny and Grandpa got all spiffed up!!