So I keep thinking that I have had my share of bad cards dealt to me.What more do I have to learn?? I have lost a child- nearly lost another child. And now this!! Craig lost his job. Totally out of the blue. I guess what I have to learn is never get to comfortable. 20 years with the same company means NOTHING when a asshole buys in.
I try to look at the good side..... ok what is the good side? How do you pay the bills on my income alone? Well maybe you dont?
Let me just rant and rave. It is my blog so I do have the right to do that right?? I am SO SICK AND TIRED OF BEING THE STRONG ONE ALL THE TIME!!!!
I am sick of blastering a great BIG smile on my face and pretending like life is sooo freaking wonderful. Well it is not it freaking sucks!!! I would really like to know how people live with them selfs when they treat others so badly. Why some think that they are so much higher.Why some can go to church and sit on the front row on Sunday and on Monday cheat, steal,lie and judge.
Ok I'm done: I will put my tough skin on once again and move forward. I will be a better person, I will treat others with kindness and respect , I will learn how to clip coupons and live on a serious budget!!
Well I have recently been inspired to start blogging. For the last 3 months I have been following some amazing blogs and have been given much hope, happiness and inspiration from people I have never met. It is amazing. I hope that I may be able to inspire others the way I have been. Happy blogging!!!